Heart-broken

Where to even start? We’ve joined a club we never wanted to join. We found out today we've lost our baby. We are devastated. Is it the end of the world? No. Will our broken hearts heal? Yes. But for now, we're pretty bruised. This baby was quite a surprise from the beginning. We weren't planning on having a third child. At least I wasn't. David always wanted a third one and I was the one saying no. When I found out this baby was on its way I had some adjusting to do. David was just ecstatic. Over the course of the last month and a half, though, I had gotten quite excited about having another baby. I was dreaming about a brother for Jacob – another little boy for him to grow up with and have all kinds of wild adventures with. Or a sister for Lia. I don’t have a sister and it’s no secret that I miss that relationship. It’s something I’ll never have but would love more than anything to be able to give that to Lia.

The baby stopped growing some time back, but of course we didn’t know that. I’m still having some pregnancy symptoms simply because I’m still carrying the baby. In my head I know it’s better that the baby died as there is a reason for it, however, my heart just hurts. I know it will get better. What does this mean for our future? I don’t know, but I do hope it includes another baby.

Shoot Me!: 20

Another great meme brought to us by Carin at Forever In Blue Jeans. Every Thursday post a picture of you with a child, spouse, friend or even by yourself. If you are thinking this challenge is too hard, then this is exactly the challenge you need. Do you have thousands of pictures and you are in none of them? How is that good to your children or loved ones? It’s time you got in the picture, you’ll be glad you did!

That's us - how do you like our new hair? It was two friends of ours birthdays so we had a big 'ole shindig to celebrate with them. The birthday girl (vs. the birthday boy) is a fan of fun wigs so we thought we'd honor her by donning our own wigs. She was pretty surprised! The quality of these photos is not great as I lifted them from Crystal's blog. Head on over there to read the rest of the story! You'll have to scroll through the first part of her post to get to the part about the party. It's worth it though - some great pictures of the characters in attendance! (Her husband was the birthday boy.) One of these days I'm going to feature Crystal in one of my "Shoot Me!" posts.

(I should mention that Crystal is not really a blonde - nor does Warner really have a pony tail!  Some of us wore crazy wigs, and some wore sorta-kinda real wigs.)

Snocones!

When the weather gets hot hot hot...we hit up the local  snocone stand.  Nothing like sugared up ice to cool a body down!

(Do you think I can get a green eyed kid next time?)

Gifts

Life gives you gifts.  Sometimes, those gifts are prayed for, longed for, cried for, felt like your heart is going to bust for.  And sometimes, those gifts take you totally by surprise.  We have one of those surprise gifts on its way.  We're expecting it to arrive sometime in February.

I had this little gift printed and framed for David when he came home from work one day.

These Two...

What can I say?

...he makes her crazy

...he shields her eyes from the bright sun

...they love each other to pieces

They make my world complete.

More to come from this series...later.

Heartstrings

Everyone needs to have access both to grandparents and grandchildren in order to be a full human being.

~Margaret Mead

If there were ever two people who made eachother's world a better place, it's Papa and Lia.  There is a migical love between them that no other bond will ever break.

Shoot Me!: 19

Another great meme brought to us by Carin at Forever In Blue Jeans. Every Thursday post a picture of you with a child, spouse, friend or even by yourself. If you are thinking this challenge is too hard, then this is exactly the challenge you need. Do you have thousands of pictures and you are in none of them? How is that good to your children or loved ones? It’s time you got in the picture, you’ll be glad you did!

Sorry, folks, not feeling very creative right now.  Feeling kind of blah as a matter of fact.

 My beloved and I watching fireworks on July 4th.

Zumbatomic!

Zumba - Ditch the workout, join the party!  Mr. Jacob just completed his exciting 6 week Zumbatomic class with Mz Leah.  He LOVED the time he spent in that class shaking his stuff.  What little "stuff" he has!  The class is designed for 4 to 12 year olds but the oldest child in there was probably 8.  There were a couple of other 4 year olds in there, but Jacob was by far the smallest kid.  On the last day of class the kids put on a little show for us parents.  Jacob looked pretty cute if I do say so myself!

random photos from one of their routines

Jacob and Mz Leah

Mz Leah will not be teaching the Zumbatomic class during the month of July, however, we are looking forward to her resuming classes in August!

Shoot Me!: 18

Another great meme brought to us by Carin at Forever In Blue Jeans. Every Thursday post a picture of you with a child, spouse, friend or even by yourself. If you are thinking this challenge is too hard, then this is exactly the challenge you need. Do you have thousands of pictures and you are in none of them? How is that good to your children or loved ones? It’s time you got in the picture, you’ll be glad you did!


These boys make my heart sing...what would the world be without nephews and sons...boring!  I love you Trace, Trevin, and Jacob!