Where to even start? We’ve joined a club we never wanted to join. We found out today we've lost our baby. We are devastated. Is it the end of the world? No. Will our broken hearts heal? Yes. But for now, we're pretty bruised. This baby was quite a surprise from the beginning. We weren't planning on having a third child. At least I wasn't. David always wanted a third one and I was the one saying no. When I found out this baby was on its way I had some adjusting to do. David was just ecstatic. Over the course of the last month and a half, though, I had gotten quite excited about having another baby. I was dreaming about a brother for Jacob – another little boy for him to grow up with and have all kinds of wild adventures with. Or a sister for Lia. I don’t have a sister and it’s no secret that I miss that relationship. It’s something I’ll never have but would love more than anything to be able to give that to Lia.
The baby stopped growing some time back, but of course we didn’t know that. I’m still having some pregnancy symptoms simply because I’m still carrying the baby. In my head I know it’s better that the baby died as there is a reason for it, however, my heart just hurts. I know it will get better. What does this mean for our future? I don’t know, but I do hope it includes another baby.
July 29, 2010
Shoot Me!: 20
Another great meme brought to us by Carin at Forever In Blue Jeans. Every Thursday post a picture of you with a child, spouse, friend or even by yourself. If you are thinking this challenge is too hard, then this is exactly the challenge you need. Do you have thousands of pictures and you are in none of them? How is that good to your children or loved ones? It’s time you got in the picture, you’ll be glad you did!
That's us - how do you like our new hair? It was two friends of ours birthdays so we had a big 'ole shindig to celebrate with them. The birthday girl (vs. the birthday boy) is a fan of fun wigs so we thought we'd honor her by donning our own wigs. She was pretty surprised! The quality of these photos is not great as I lifted them from Crystal's blog. Head on over there to read the rest of the story! You'll have to scroll through the first part of her post to get to the part about the party. It's worth it though - some great pictures of the characters in attendance! (Her husband was the birthday boy.) One of these days I'm going to feature Crystal in one of my "Shoot Me!" posts.
(I should mention that Crystal is not really a blonde - nor does Warner really have a pony tail! Some of us wore crazy wigs, and some wore sorta-kinda real wigs.)
July 26, 2010
Snocones!
When the weather gets hot hot hot...we hit up the local snocone stand. Nothing like sugared up ice to cool a body down!
(Do you think I can get a green eyed kid next time?)
(Do you think I can get a green eyed kid next time?)
July 22, 2010
Gifts
Life gives you gifts. Sometimes, those gifts are prayed for, longed for, cried for, felt like your heart is going to bust for. And sometimes, those gifts take you totally by surprise. We have one of those surprise gifts on its way. We're expecting it to arrive sometime in February.
I had this little gift printed and framed for David when he came home from work one day.
I had this little gift printed and framed for David when he came home from work one day.
July 14, 2010
These Two...
What can I say?
...he makes her crazy
...he shields her eyes from the bright sun
...they love each other to pieces
They make my world complete.
More to come from this series...later.
July 9, 2010
Heartstrings
Everyone needs to have access both to grandparents and grandchildren in order to be a full human being.
~Margaret Mead
If there were ever two people who made eachother's world a better place, it's Papa and Lia. There is a migical love between them that no other bond will ever break.
July 8, 2010
Shoot Me!: 19
Another great meme brought to us by Carin at Forever In Blue Jeans. Every Thursday post a picture of you with a child, spouse, friend or even by yourself. If you are thinking this challenge is too hard, then this is exactly the challenge you need. Do you have thousands of pictures and you are in none of them? How is that good to your children or loved ones? It’s time you got in the picture, you’ll be glad you did!
Sorry, folks, not feeling very creative right now. Feeling kind of blah as a matter of fact.
My beloved and I watching fireworks on July 4th.
July 3, 2010
Zumbatomic!
Zumba - Ditch the workout, join the party! Mr. Jacob just completed his exciting 6 week Zumbatomic class with Mz Leah. He LOVED the time he spent in that class shaking his stuff. What little "stuff" he has! The class is designed for 4 to 12 year olds but the oldest child in there was probably 8. There were a couple of other 4 year olds in there, but Jacob was by far the smallest kid. On the last day of class the kids put on a little show for us parents. Jacob looked pretty cute if I do say so myself!
random photos from one of their routines
Jacob and Mz Leah
Mz Leah will not be teaching the Zumbatomic class during the month of July, however, we are looking forward to her resuming classes in August!
July 1, 2010
Shoot Me!: 18
Another great meme brought to us by Carin at Forever In Blue Jeans. Every Thursday post a picture of you with a child, spouse, friend or even by yourself. If you are thinking this challenge is too hard, then this is exactly the challenge you need. Do you have thousands of pictures and you are in none of them? How is that good to your children or loved ones? It’s time you got in the picture, you’ll be glad you did!
These boys make my heart sing...what would the world be without nephews and sons...boring! I love you Trace, Trevin, and Jacob!
These boys make my heart sing...what would the world be without nephews and sons...boring! I love you Trace, Trevin, and Jacob!
June 17, 2010
Shoot Me!: 17
Another great meme brought to us by Carin at Forever In Blue Jeans. Every Thursday post a picture of you with a child, spouse, friend or even by yourself. If you are thinking this challenge is too hard, then this is exactly the challenge you need. Do you have thousands of pictures and you are in none of them? How is that good to your children or loved ones? It’s time you got in the picture, you’ll be glad you did!
Can you stand another beach photo?? This is not necessarily the greatest photo of all times technically speaking, but there is something about it that speaks to me. We were not posed, not trying to look just so, and not aware that someone was shooting a picture of us right then. (Full disclosure - yes, we were aware that there were many cameras around us - we were just in our own little world at the time.) When I look at this photo it just makes me happy. I hope we get to spend many, many more years walking this winding path of life together - arm in arm.
Can you stand another beach photo?? This is not necessarily the greatest photo of all times technically speaking, but there is something about it that speaks to me. We were not posed, not trying to look just so, and not aware that someone was shooting a picture of us right then. (Full disclosure - yes, we were aware that there were many cameras around us - we were just in our own little world at the time.) When I look at this photo it just makes me happy. I hope we get to spend many, many more years walking this winding path of life together - arm in arm.
June 16, 2010
Shoes!
Lia - what can I say about this girl? I've been calling her my sweet & spicy since she was just a few weeks old.
I have ONLY 1,800 photos to go through from our trip to Florida a couple of weeks ago, my retina's are about to explode and I'm still only sorting the photos according to family. Haven't even started eliminating or editing yet! Guess that's what I get for asking for the photos from every one's cameras! As I was sorting through the photos tonight these just popped out at me. How could I not share. ;) You see, Lia has an infatuation with shoes. The very first thing she says to me as I open her door in the mornings to get her up is "SHOES!" followed by much squealing. (And much weeping and gnashing of teeth if I have the audacity to change her diaper before letting her paw through her shoe bin and pick out THE pair of the minute.) She also likes to try on everyone else's shoes. It matters not who they belong to. No shoes are safe around her. If there are no feet planted in them she WILL try to put them on. One evening as everyone was relaxing after a day at the beach, in walks Mizz Lia with cousin Lydia's red high heels. She thought she was something else!
They really complete the outfit don't ya think!
True story...one evening Jacob and Lia were having fun opening and closing the door into cousin Lydia's room. L would shut, J would open, much laughing would ensue, the routine would start over no fewer than 100 times. After a while things got too quiet and Jacob shows up in the living room sans Lia. We traipse down the hall to check on her. Door is locked, Lia is in the room, all is quiet. I try not to worry to much - how much trouble can she be in, really? Lock is picked, door is opened, Lia is found - surrounded by all of Lydia's shoes and eating crackers. All's well that ends well!
Shoe Queen Lydia
Shoe Princess Lia
June 11, 2010
Shoot Me!: 16
Another great meme brought to us by Carin at Forever In Blue Jeans. Every Thursday post a picture of you with a child, spouse, friend or even by yourself. If you are thinking this challenge is too hard, then this is exactly the challenge you need. Do you have thousands of pictures and you are in none of them? How is that good to your children or loved ones? It’s time you got in the picture, you’ll be glad you did!
As most of you know, we were in FL to visit David's family last week. Pretty nice place for the In-Laws to live! Makes for great traveling! We all stayed in a condo on St. Augustine Beach. St. Augustine is where we lived after we got married and where we brought home our first baby. So many precious memories there! But...this is about people in our lives, not places we've lived so I'll save the rest of that for later. ;) Meet Abuelo y Abuela. David's maternal grandparents. I love these two like they are my own grandparents. They immigrated to the United States from Cuba when they were in their 30's - LEGALLY I might add. What a story they share. Abuela took care of David while his parents worked when he was a baby/young boy. She didn't speak English at the time so Spanish was the only language spoken in their home then. David became her interpreter at age 2! ;) I guess you could say English and Spanish both are David’s first language. Those two still have a very special relationship. I'm so thankful to Abuela y Abuelo for their important part in David's life. We love you two more than you know!
As most of you know, we were in FL to visit David's family last week. Pretty nice place for the In-Laws to live! Makes for great traveling! We all stayed in a condo on St. Augustine Beach. St. Augustine is where we lived after we got married and where we brought home our first baby. So many precious memories there! But...this is about people in our lives, not places we've lived so I'll save the rest of that for later. ;) Meet Abuelo y Abuela. David's maternal grandparents. I love these two like they are my own grandparents. They immigrated to the United States from Cuba when they were in their 30's - LEGALLY I might add. What a story they share. Abuela took care of David while his parents worked when he was a baby/young boy. She didn't speak English at the time so Spanish was the only language spoken in their home then. David became her interpreter at age 2! ;) I guess you could say English and Spanish both are David’s first language. Those two still have a very special relationship. I'm so thankful to Abuela y Abuelo for their important part in David's life. We love you two more than you know!
June 8, 2010
still here...
just trying to adjust to "real life" again! We're back from spending a week in FL...needless to say I have just a thing or two to do around here! Soon I'll be back to leaving some love on your blogs and updating my blog. I sure have missed y'all!
May 27, 2010
Shoot Me!: 15
Another great meme brought to us by Carin at Forever In Blue Jeans. Every Thursday post a picture of you with a child, spouse, friend or even by yourself. If you are thinking this challenge is too hard, then this is exactly the challenge you need. Do you have thousands of pictures and you are in none of them? How is that good to your children or loved ones? It’s time you got in the picture, you’ll be glad you did!
Meet my friend Shelly. Shelly and I became friends when we moved back to TX three years ago. Shelly is one of those rare people you know you can trust with anything and she'll always be there for you no matter what. She is a rock. Even though a three year friendship is a relatively short one, it's just as deep and real as the friendships I've had all my life. She is also my Zumba buddy - and it takes a REAL friend NOT to laugh at you 'cause you can't exactly move and shake like the instructor. ;) Love ya Shelly!
Meet my friend Shelly. Shelly and I became friends when we moved back to TX three years ago. Shelly is one of those rare people you know you can trust with anything and she'll always be there for you no matter what. She is a rock. Even though a three year friendship is a relatively short one, it's just as deep and real as the friendships I've had all my life. She is also my Zumba buddy - and it takes a REAL friend NOT to laugh at you 'cause you can't exactly move and shake like the instructor. ;) Love ya Shelly!
May 24, 2010
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